I will have to face what happened.
I couldn’t fall asleep last night. So I caught up with some of my backlogs, and now my brain is a bit slow.
For some reason, I think my lack of sleep is helping me. My brain is slower and there’s this numb feeling. Somehow my nerves are not hyperactive.
It’s the feeling of surrender.
My friend told me, “charge to experience. Everyone makes mistakes in some point in their career.” And somehow, his advice makes sense.
I wanted to run away or disappear, altogether.
I’m glad I overcame that feeling earlier.
My tribulation is not yet over though..
The morning is still starting.
I hope I can last the day…
flayful thoughts 